The author reflects on the passing of their second daughter, who died at the age of six. They grapple with the pain of imagining what she would be like at sixteen and the weight of all the years she will never have. They visit her grave and find solace in remembering her at their temple before it closes as part of a merger. The author struggles with feeling like they failed their child even though their therapist assures them they did not. The passage ends with the realization that time has not lessened the pain of their loss.
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