The author reflects on their journey in open source over the past 4 years, sharing their experiences with burnout, self-expectations, and the challenges of being an open source developer. They discuss the unpreparedness they felt when diving into open source and the ever-evolving nature of their expectations and goals. They highlight the importance of balancing velocity, scope, and quality in their projects, acknowledging the support they receive from the community. The author shares their struggles with capacity and the pressure to constantly deliver, emphasizing the need to reevaluate their expectations and take a step back to avoid burnout. Throughout their personal diary-style post, the author explores the complexities and rewards of pursuing their dream of being a full-time open source developer.
https://antfu.me/posts/mental-health-oss